Saturday, November 15
OK.. Another weird dream about "the one"..
And if you did read my previous posts, they arent about Chris. This one wasn't any different.
Okay so... I apparently met this guy.. And we sorta knew that we were gonna end up together. As in, together forever, that sorta thing.
We got into a big car and that's when I realised ... that he had made a mistake by agreeing to marry another girl before he met me, who was uber ugly by the way. I guess it meant her personality. I didnt want to let him go because, well, he's my happiness. He left with the girl when we got out of the car. But I knew he still loved me.
I followed him. Trying to get him back. I really didn't want to lose him, and in the dream it was signified by losing him physically. Then suddenly my younger sis shouted to me that Frostee got away from her and was running amuck. So lol.. -.-
I didn't want to lose sight of the guy, but I knew I had to get the dog back before he got hurt. I took a last glance at that wonderful guy and went off after Frostee. I got him back, but lost that guy. I couldn't find him again.
When I woke up, I desperately tried to get back to sleep. I wanted to know if I found him. I couldn't =( I saw Frostee in my room and I actually said to him, "if only you knew what you cost me".
I keep dreaming of the guy. The one. And I just know subconsciously in my dream that its not Chris... I feel so confused and disturbed by all those dreams. And if I really do go back to the theory of the subconscious, it means God's trying to tell me something and the reason those dreams keep coming back its because I don't get it or I don't do anything about it. So those dreams are like a reminder.
But.. If I really were to follow that theory, I'll lose Chris. And is that something I want to do?
And if you did read my previous posts, they arent about Chris. This one wasn't any different.
Okay so... I apparently met this guy.. And we sorta knew that we were gonna end up together. As in, together forever, that sorta thing.
We got into a big car and that's when I realised ... that he had made a mistake by agreeing to marry another girl before he met me, who was uber ugly by the way. I guess it meant her personality. I didnt want to let him go because, well, he's my happiness. He left with the girl when we got out of the car. But I knew he still loved me.
I followed him. Trying to get him back. I really didn't want to lose him, and in the dream it was signified by losing him physically. Then suddenly my younger sis shouted to me that Frostee got away from her and was running amuck. So lol.. -.-
I didn't want to lose sight of the guy, but I knew I had to get the dog back before he got hurt. I took a last glance at that wonderful guy and went off after Frostee. I got him back, but lost that guy. I couldn't find him again.
When I woke up, I desperately tried to get back to sleep. I wanted to know if I found him. I couldn't =( I saw Frostee in my room and I actually said to him, "if only you knew what you cost me".
I keep dreaming of the guy. The one. And I just know subconsciously in my dream that its not Chris... I feel so confused and disturbed by all those dreams. And if I really do go back to the theory of the subconscious, it means God's trying to tell me something and the reason those dreams keep coming back its because I don't get it or I don't do anything about it. So those dreams are like a reminder.
But.. If I really were to follow that theory, I'll lose Chris. And is that something I want to do?
michi ]|[ 12:08